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Simplified version of Computer Technology
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May has just come and gone. And I have to do my updates. Back-dated. Again. Hahaha..
May has basically been quite a crazy month. With SOT going into its gear, a lot of things needed to be done. With the word so close to us, the responsibilty of doing comes upon our lives. Much is given, much is expected. But it's not a burden, but a responsibilty that we carry because of what the call has led us to do. Never by our own strength, but my His power and mercy.
During the month, we had mock cell group where each of us have to take various roles in the cell group setting. It was super nerve-wrecking but yet at the same time, it is exciting! A lot of us have not been exposed in leading most of the stuffs (PCGLs aside la..). And it is really steps of faith and constant prayers that got us going. The entire team being extremely encouraging (till one of the photographers was feedback-ing to us that we were too loud till we almost bring the house down =x) also helped everyone in this atmosphere of love and acceptance. The evaluators were good in pointing out our strengths and weaknesses as we learn from one another. A team that prays together, stays together.
Team 7.
Other than mock cell groups, the month was just infested with a lot of readings of books and stuffs. Think this would be the first time I'm choing-ing so many books within a month. Really train yourself to finish the books on time(coz of nearing assignment due dates. Ha!), and to develop the discipline to finish what we have started. Make our time more efficient, draw from the book the revelations and teaching it gives. Normally, we often read books at our own pace, and often we end up not finishing the book. I am such one guilty person. But in SOT, really taught me to be more efficient in my time. Got some people already started doing next few assignments.(*looks at yongjie* =x) Hahaha. Not just find time, but make time for the things that are important.
Well, this month is a month of disappointment also. Various things happened and I was just tired from it all. Disappointment with people, disappointment with self. How could things turn out this way? But ironically, it is when things happen, then we will know that actually, we don't know the person well enough. Spending time together is one thing, finding out their most inner thoughts and feelings is another. Is this the person whom I have known from the start? I am no longer sure any more. A heart which is shut cannot be filled with anything unless it wants to be remained open. Just....... disappointed.
I hope and I pray things will turn out better. I believe.
On a lighter note,
Pictures of my beloved. =d
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